Nigga's Aint Worth Shit!!

Xtian Paige: Okay, what's up everybody? It's your boy XTIAN AKI Ikey. I'm your faves hater, your hater's fave. I don't HATE ON just anybody, I HATE ON everybody. And I might be your favorite cousin or your favorite nephew, depending on who you are and where you are in life. Now, this is a and this is life unscripted. Now, this is a different show because this is happening in the moment. Like this just fuck I just got this word and just just this was just told to me. What are you looking for? What are you looking at? Nigga, no you don't, 'cause you will steal it. Yeah, uhhuh, I know you will. Yeah, yeah, I know you would. Nigga, I'm about to So again, this is my first time doing a video format for the show and ⁓ an audio format at the same time. So I hope this goes well. ⁓ or comes out well. But first and foremost, look this. I have one of my recurring castmates that come on here a lot for shit from time to time. X Xavier in the background. And then I have ⁓ his better half, Angie in the other in the background. And I have my my my my child. Sunny, I can't I need to stop looking at this fucking camera. ⁓ I mean computer, like I'm like I can't like I don't know the fuck going on. ⁓ my cat, he might jump up and down every now and again. So with that being said, let's get into the show. The show today is about NIGGAS ain't worth shit. Okay? Niggas ain't worth shit. Okay, and I know my I know he didn't want me to do this, but fuck it. My ex-husband. My ex-husband, I was talking to my ex-hub on phone bright when I left. And I was calling him. I'm just how transparent I'm gonna be. I was calling him the vent about y'all. I was like, you know what? They still there. Blah blah blah. You know what I'm saying? Then this motherfucker's gonna hit me with he is dating the motherfucker that broke us up. And was like, I just wanna tell you this. I don't know how you're gonna act or how you're gonna feel. I'm like the mother. I I'm like, I feel stupid right now. For one, I'm like then I'm like, no, I can't feel stupid because I first I don't know why the fuck I thought we were gonna ever get we I know we won't ever get him back together. Cause I, for one, ain't moving back to fucking DC. And for two, his ass ain't moving New York. That's that's that's that's that's the first thing. But Even if I thought thank you. Even if I thought we were getting back together, I damn so now from now I'm like, nigga, even if I wanted us to in the I'm like, I will fucking kill that person in me that saying that sh and nigga, whoever that whoever you are up in here thinking, you got to fucking go. 'Cause that ain't never no. Mm mm, mm mm. Mm-mm. This is the same boy that one day I he moved his boy in my house, in our house one day, out the fucking blue. Like I went to fucking fast for the week, I come home and nigga just living in there. I'm who the fuck is dude? ⁓ this is my friend Rob and he's I'm like, yeah, now you expect for me to that y'all didn't fuck back then, but y'all you so and now y'all f you and I'm holding believe now y'all just fucking for the first nigga please. But if I should say some really mean shit right now, I could really say some I'm not gonna say shit. I'm but I am gonna say shit Robbie. I won't ever di I'm not gonna diss you, Terry, because you know I'm not gonna dish you. But I'm gonna dis Robbie as with the old fucking break. I mean he how ⁓ my god what you wanna say? What's right, what you wanna feelings about it, I would say. Because the motherfucker is the reason why we broke up. Me and my husband would have never separated. I would have given up New York and moved back to DC and been with we would still be together to this day if he would have let that motherfucker go as a friend. Nope. And I'm like, to this day, even then, you wouldn't you did not defend me then, you're not defending me now. As your friend. You you know I don't fuck with it. You know I don't like this dude. And we're friends. Why would you I'm like, it's cool. It's cool. Did you can't I'm like, I love you, I will always love you, but I can see right now that I know what we stand. Because at the end of the day, if you're my if you're friend, if you are a friend to someone and you know the dude you know, even though that is your friend, it was your friend, y'all had a fucking fallen out too and and fell out and all this other shit, and you still friends the motherfucker. I'm like, you like this drama you like this kind of drama shit. You like this shit, you like to be Captain Save a Hoe so go ahead. That's I mean, you went down there and saved this the first time they the first time he would have saved him, he said some ex shit. I mean nigga, I mean I I don't know, it's really yours or it's just me having to now save my own I mean, I ain't try to I ain't try no, no. Yeah, I'm always captain save a hoe for your ass because nigga, you always fucking up. But Or maybe you got somebody else that has patience. I mean, yeah, maybe that's what it is. I mean, but you're also you're also this Negro also likes to get with people that are mm, I don't I say this in love and I don't mean this in a in a bad way, but I this nigga is getting with people that be out of his fucking reach sometimes. I mean and out of his fucking means too. Knowing that this bitch don't need him for any other thing besides dick. ⁓ Like, nigga, come on. She can pay for her own bills, she can It won't be the last time. This is New York City, I get it. But maybe it will be. Who knows? It may I mean you never know. Sometime older women, sorry to say older women, like that, because again I mean it in love, but older women are a little more understanding. They have been around the the bush a couple of times and they're like, look, I'm willing to deal with a little something something before walking out the door. I'm I feel the same way at this age too. I'm like, look, I'm willing to deal with a little something, something, but what I won't be dealing with is this kind of shit. Like no, nigga, you no. It's but I'm also like, you what, you can't one thing one thing you can't say though, ⁓ I'm like one thing I can say I was the husband, I will always be the first husband, the only fucking husband. You won't ever be able to take that I'm like you can be boyfriend now, you want to, but you can't ever say you was the husband. I can always trump you by saying I was the husband. I have a ring. I have five motherfucking rings, okay? He bought me one every motherfucking year. So I mean, yeah. I mean, for real. And like these niggas for everybody. Kash Doll Shout the Ka$h Doll for that motherfucking song. These niggas these they for everybody. I would say some other shit. You know what I'm saying? Because I could say some other cut shit right now. I know a lot about Terry that I could say. But he's my I love him. I still love him and I don't want to see him hurt in any way. I do not give a fuck about his partner now. I don't give a fight either. I'm telling you right now, if they got into a car accident then I would come to Terry's rescue and ch I gotta hope somebody come say Robbie 'cause that's I because I'm not. I wouldn't spit on you to put you out if you were on fire. So you can ⁓ nor would I piss on you, child would find a bottle of gasoline to throw it on you. Like uhuh. Again, I would say Terry first though. And then and you know, let you die. And that's how I feel. I've d I I I say this a lot too. I only have one person in this world that I hate and I use that word very light. I don't say I hate a lot of people and he's that one person I hate. I fucking hate him And I didn't I thought I was over it until this motherfucker got with his ass and told me that shit tonight. And then it's fair for me not to talk about the show on my show. Nigga, I I feel fucking thank you for giving me a new topic this week because this is now the topic of the show. Niggas ain't worth shit because they wanna fuck the motherfucking dirty niggas that fuck at the rest. I mean, how you I just can't get up with this shit, but okay. I'm like, and you think this shit ain't gonna be no chance? This thing gonna come because nigga we I mean, literally he's moved in with us for two fucking years since they didn't have a job. We he's literally on our fucking anniversary dinners with us and shit. I'm like, nigga, why fuck is here? It's our anniversary dinner. Can you tell me why? It's okay though. It's okay. Again, I don't wish them no ill, Will. I don't wish I don't agree with this shit either. And I do not care to really ever ⁓ have a conversation with neither one of them ever again now at this point in time. I really don't give a fuck. If you ever hear this shit, I don't give a fuck. I don't care. You know how the fuck I feel. And ⁓ and you know how the fuck I am. Like I'm like, Terry, you know how the fuck I am when you married me, okay? You know how I was when you divorced me. I was like this afterwards, I'm like this still. Ain't shit changed. You I mean, hey. If you don't like it, ain't gotta ever fucking look at it or listen to it ever again. I know you probably will one time, but ⁓ if you get this far, hey. ⁓ and fuck you, Robbie. ⁓ so yeah. Now, I'm gonna move on 'cause I wanna keep talking about these I don't wanna keep giving this this this motherfucker I don't wanna keep giving it all the time a day or wasting my life on this shit. But I want to get off my chest so I can move on with my life. So I wanna be thinking about it no more and probably go find some dick myself. 'Cause I mean I bet I mean ⁓ I'm gonna leave it alone. I'm gonna leave it alone again. I can say something really mean shit, but I'm not. I'll say it off camera and in the book. Cause I'm gonna write this in the book too. So you can basically it will be in the book. This is the one thing that's going in the book. ⁓ I can't really put this whole situation in the book from the beginning to the end. This is gonna be a long ass chapter. A long chapter. And then I'm gonna grade you on what how good the sex was afterwards at the end. So I hope you make a good score. With that being said, thank you guys for tuning in, let me bet, okay? Because I had to get this off my chest. And I, you know, it may not have been as funny as it should be because you know, I am not this is not a funny situation. Nigga really gonna call I mean, I'm literally, why would you let me tell y'all my shit first? And then be like, Well, I don't know. You should you should be Well, Chris, before we even get started, after I said I'm gonna I'm about to buy a ticket to come down there. ⁓ Yeah, they're saying, wait, wait, come on, hold on. After I said I'm gonna buy a ticket and say, Nate Wait, so what happened? You told him what before he what did you say? It's not funny, I'm sorry. No. It's laptop. I literally so we had planned for me to come down there and I won't say why. But I on camera. ⁓ I won't say why on camera. I will tell you guys afterwards. But we plan for me to come down there for a situation. And because of all the shit that was happening with the But the job and all this stuff we're going right now, I like, I couldn't make it. I had to pay for other things first. And so I'm like, when I would get the money for a ticket, I get somebody it looks like it's gonna be, you know, somewhere around the end the beginning of September, end of September maybe the first of October before I can get down there. Then he's like, ⁓ okay. All right, that's cool. I'm all right, cool, then I'll let you when I get the ticket, I'll probably get it in like the next week or two, right? Then he's like, Okay, that's cool. Just let me know when I'm like, I bet. So we keep on talking. He's like, I gotta tell you something. I'm like, What? Like, what is it? He's like, ⁓ I I don't know how you're gonna act though. Or was I'm like now, mind you, this is the farthest thing from my mind. I'm thinking, ⁓ he's about to say he got back with his wife. You know, the girl that he married after me and shit. So I'm like, ⁓ okay, whatever. I mean, I got three kids, yeah. I don't compete with no bitch. She got a pussy. I don't no no competition. But you telling me, then he be like, well, me and me and him and ⁓ me and Robbie in a relationship. I'm like, what? He's I'm like, it literally stopped me my tracks. I was and I'm still speechless about this. I'm just like, what the f I I'm I'm trying to think like w would I ever do this kind of shit? Like if if I was ahead of friend that h did not get along with him and somehow we I'm like and I thought he was a I don't understand it. 'Cause I'm like, wait, I thought he was a top two. Now he's the bottom? Like, what? I'm so confused now. I'm so confused. I'm I'm so confused. Like I'm what? What a fucking aspect. I'm I'm so confused right now, like I thought he was a top too. Like ⁓ now d not like what? Not now he's gonna be a bottom. I'm not now it's gonna be ⁓ he's a virtual top. I don't give a fu I mean, one thing is though, I thought he had like a fucking cis on his ass that he can't f ⁓ my god. I it's always ⁓ whatever. Whatever. Just I mean whatever, child. ⁓ I don't I mean this is I mean, literally the boy lived there for two years, didn't have a fucking job. Then when he got a job, didn't keep the fucking job. Got fired from the fucking job. Then was bouncing from house to house, dick to dick, and asked what the fuck. I'm like, nigga, and this is who you wanna fuck with? Literally too really. I mean, I know I was a hoe too at one time, okay, but at least I was a paid hoe. I mean, I was not a cheap hoe either. I mean I was I made my money. Hell, I didn't say it then. I would have never told you this until right now. Yeah, I was home when I was with Joe ass. But shit, what the fuck? I mean it's is what it is now, fuck it, I don't care. I was doing a lot of shit when I was with your ass. I d I but you know a lot of sh I mean, you know a lot of it. Some of you don't know, I could tell a lot of it right now. I but I'm not gonna get to that shit 'cause it's not a tick for tat thing. I understand. Understand what goes around what comes around. I mean, this shit ain't gonna last long. I don't see this for l this this if this lasts more than a year, child. I would be pro I'll be surprised. Robbie's a leech. He needs somewhere to stay. And that's what this all about. And he needs somebody to take care of his and you need somebody to take care of. That's all this shit is. I mean, as if the three fucking kids ain't enough. But okay. I mean, you wanna put one foot in the grave faster by dealing with somebody else that already is fucking dying and I mean boy is like a fucking walking death to I mean, Fucking I mean literally any fucking problem I had, he has now. And it probably ten times worse. I mean my feet was hurt and then one. Not his feet. Not his feet, his legs, and his back hurt. my god, I got cancer. ⁓ my god, he got cancer too. But it was it was that was it was bone marrow. Nigga, please shut the all these f you never go get surgery. Never been to Bucket Rear. Whatever. Never go to the doctor. Don't ever fucking take the pills. I'm whatever, yeah. I if y'all like it, y'all I love it. Y'all can have each other, fellow fucking okay. I can't believe I like I'm like, I let you be, I let you in again. We became friends. We would talk. We were actually getting somewhere. But I'm like, you know what? It we don't gotta talk about shit. Ain't nothing to talk about no more. We ain't never getting back together. And I don't gotta I really don't gotta do with the drama no more. So maybe it's a good thing. I was asking Buddha and the Lord to get all the shit out of my life, and hey, maybe this is how he got you out. So we I would I mean, I hate to think of you as shit, but Robbie is shit, and I damn sure don't need That so yeah, you know, you you lie down with dirty ass dogs, you're gonna get dirty too, so and with that being said, watch your friends, y'all. Okay, and watch a nigga to you sometimes exes are what they're supposed to be, exes, okay? Leave them in the motherfucking bag. Or they are. Because And we got divorced for a reason too. I still remember that. I'm learning. I 'cause I could s I really I wanted to say some mean shit. But I'm not I'm not gonna say it on here. I'm gonna say off camera. With that being said, it's been great talking to you guys. I hope you g enjoyed this first episode on video because ⁓ we'll be doing more like this. And ⁓ but this has been life unscripted. I'm your boy Christian, keep your face hate, you hated. I don't hate on just anybody, I hate on everybody, literally I hate on everybody. Okay. Every Robbie, I'm coming for you. ⁓ and I might be your favorite cousin and nephew, depending on who you are in life and what age you are. ⁓ with that being said, this is Life Unscripted, and I'll see you guys next time. Yeah. Now, this is after our life of scripted with Christian after the first show happened. Because now I'm gonna say some real shit that I don't give a fuck about being on camera or on audio. So this nigga had prostate cancer and his fucking wife left him, if I'm not mistaken, because his dick couldn't get hard. So I'm like, nigga, I'm here for you. Do all this fucking shit when your dick ain't getting hard and shit. You can't you can't talk to nobody. You I'm here for you. And this nigga for you pick. I'm like, but your dick still can't get hard. And I s I gave you the pump for you to be I'm like n and you d whatever. I'm like, well, ain't I'm like, neither one of y'all I'm like, maybe y'all deserve each other because he got sis on his ass that he can't get fucked, and you got a dick that can't get hard. So hey, y'all both think tanks. I mean, ain't like y'all can do shit again. I mean, neither one of y'all you can't be at top. Maybe. Maybe he's gonna become a bottom now and he gonna be top. I mean if a dick can't get hard, you gotta get fucked somehow. I I mean I don't know. I really don't know. But I am gonna pull I'm not gonna let I am gonna let this eat me up a little bit and I'm gonna seek my revenge, okay? I'm getting it. ⁓ I hate this fucking boy. ⁓ I hate this nigga boy. I cannot fucking stand this dude. You do not understand how much I mean, literally, they got on Facebook one time to clown me for being on the view. I'm like, Nick, are you fucking kidding me? I'm on the view. Like I'm on the fucking show. What are you doing? Looking at me and talking about it. How the fuck is that a fucking joke? I'm you're the joke. And I'm like nigga, what the fuck like talk about looking at him thinking, nigga, I'm doing it. What the fuck you you living with my husband sleeping on a fucking couch? Now you're fucking him. Well ma you ain't fucked ⁓ yet, ⁓ allegedly. But now you're about to be f Nigga please. Whatever. ⁓ now I'm kinda glad that we didn't fuck the last time I was there. No I said that shit. And I made that shit too. I'm kinda glad. Ugh. Niggas ain't worth shit. Niggas ain't worth shit. And I mean and he's from ⁓ he's in your age bracket too. So it really ain't worth shit, motherfucking dumbass. I mean, you're a s I have to say you're a lot smarter than he is and a way more of a go getter. I mean, yeah. One day maybe that's the goal. That is the go. Let's get you in school again first. And th and then and ⁓ great. Then let's get you let's get you through once let's get you through these semester. Okay, let's get you through this shit first and then we can talk about all that shit later 'cause I damn shall Well damn shall be a proud hopefully not. Pro hopefully it'd be pro I'll be proud a proud Somebody to come to a graduation for another friend that is ⁓ becoming a doctor. I have I I've been pr I've fucking pardoned Okay, you gotta get a doctor. You gotta become a doctor first. Okay. Become a doctor first. Okay. Become a doctor first. At least at least get to first degree, whatever they did that you gotta get to become a doctor. But but yeah, let's get there first. Let's get to one year. Let's get to there. Let's get to a semester. Let's get first let's get let's get to a semester. Are you are you a freshman still? No. Sort of Okay. Well yeah, let's get let's get to undergrad. Right. Let's just get to undergrad. We'll get to undergrad. We get to graduate, then we can be hey, I'm down for let's see the undergraduate party can damn sure be a throw down. But let's get to that one first. Undergraduate is the first thing you gotta once you get through that you it's smooth selling. It really is. It really is smooth selling. I mean you you gotta write your thesis and shit. ⁓ you gotta write your thesis and shit. Whatever the fuck I mean, that's the part for your doctorate degree. That's all the things to thesis. I was like, I will do my doctorate, but I'm like, I don't wanna do that shit. I don't got time to be writing a book. 'Cause that's what it is, a book. You gotta study something and and and find your actual like expertise and and do a dissertation on it. And that's a lot of work. It's a it's a like almost like a eight hundred eight hundred page thing. Like what the like sorts you might say. Yeah. ⁓ Well ⁓ what that is, and then you gotta write about what it is that you're gonna be doing from then on from graduation on as a doctor, like what's your expertise gonna be and how how would you know what your it's a whole thing. You you'll they'll tell it'll be explained to you and you'll know exactly what to write about when you get there. But it's a long ass fucking dis it's a long ass it's eight hundred and something pages. The minimum is eight hundred and something pages for one dissert for a dissertation. That's why I was like, ⁓ I thought about it when I was I thought I'd get my doctor read I'm like when they say that shit, I was like, ⁓ no motherfucker, yeah, tell them I didn't give y'all too much time, okay? Already as is. Yeah, I know ain't no way to hear about to write another fucking book. I just wrote my own book. And I that book was a hundred something papers. He must have known I mad. He could feel the anger. He did not come here that one time. He stayed away like a motherfucker. He still looks sick. He is like I'm here. He's I'm here. My catch y'all. He was he he he's mm. I was looking at his baby picture when he when I got when he was little. And I'm looking I'm like, ⁓ he looks so cute. His whiskers his whiskers was so small. He was so cute. But he is so big now. Mm-hmm. He's so fucking cute. So fucking kid's so bad. He's so bad, y'all. Look, this is this is after hours ⁓ life unscripted and shit. For those that are listening, I'm gonna put this out for sure. I don't give a fuck. I don't wanna know what the music's gonna sound like though. I'll I'm gonna figure it out later. ⁓ Yeah. I can't believe this shit. Wait till I tell my br wait till I tell my best friend Q about this shit. I'm like, bitch, wait till I tell my brother about this shit. They're gonna be like, What? ⁓ yes. Just I I can't wait to tell everybody. I can't wait until everybody. I'm just like, nigga, bullshit. Bullshit. Niggas ain't worth shit. But it's okay. I'm like and he's like, I don't understand. I nigga, y I'm your friend. If I'm your friend and you know I don't fuck with this nigga, why would you do this? And you're my I'm like, even and more so, you were my ex husband. And you don't see nothing wrong. No, he's like, No, I don't see I'm like, so you don't think I should be mad now? I don't think like really, you don't think I should be mad? Everybody else is like, you should mad. Thank you. I'm like, ⁓ of course he wouldn't see this way because he's defending him again. But I'm like, nigga, you wouldn't you wouldn't stop being his friend when I asked you back then and you're gonna start fucking him now. So nigga, no, please. No, no, no, no, no. No. I'm I'm like he's like, What are you talking about? I'm like, nigga, I asked you to stop being his friend because he's driving a wedge in between us at the time our show. He's like and you're like, No, he's my friend. So he drove a wedge in between us. I leave, you we Literally it's the situation where we argued about nothing else besides that motherfucker. Him being around every time I call. I don't got time for shit. I don't need this shit in my life no more. I'm like I thought I was over this. Then you come to this shit again. I'm like, ⁓ I know we're not gonna be friends no more. Love you, talk to you later, don't ever call me again. Because that's it. And it's gonna be hard for me to get over this shit now, cause I'm so used to tuxing texting him and talking to him like you know, good deal of the week now. So now I'm gonna be I'm gonna have to train myself again to like put him out my mind and not think about him. I'm damn sure gonna remove this shit from my fucking phone, so I ain't gotta look at it. And I would say block his phone number, but I don't need to do that because I never know what might happen. And just because he has the opportunity to call me don't mean I'm gonna go running. I'm like, you know, the bat you can send that you can you know put the bat signal out. They don't mean Batman gonna come every time. I'm just letting you know. ⁓ you can put it out there. But hey, I may not come. I may not answer. I may not even respond. I'm over it now. 'Cause I'm like there's nothing else to talk about. I can't believe this shit. I feel like I'm living in the Twilight Zone. But this is real. Because this motherfucker is back in my I'm like no, no, he's not back in my life. No, no, no. Hell no. Nick, and if I do if I do, I will damn sure make ⁓ I'm gonna let him know I'm coming and then I'm gonna make sure to not fucking see his ass. 'Cause I know that. I'm like nigga we're not gonna be sneaking around behind no, no, no, no. We didn't I done help I done cheated on you, cheated snuck around with you on your wife and shit. I'm not doing that shit, no. No, no, no, no. I'm like, I'm not doing that shit. I'm not doing I'm not s sneaking around w and you still fu you fucking this boy No, no, no, I'm not coming down to see you. no, nigga please. I'm like you about to pick him up and bring him down. ⁓ my god, ⁓ my I'm like, this is shit again. I'm I I just I just had flashbacks like the first time. Like, you're gonna tell me he went to get this nigga overnight from Tennessee. While I'm in motherfucking New York, I was in New York walking walking up and down runways. I was living a glamorous life. You were at home, allegedly, I thought you were home. I'm talking to you on the phone, you tell me you're home, but you're actually on the road going to Tennessee to pick his ass up. What was he doing to Tennessee? He was married to another fucking man in Tennessee. And when the man went to work, he came down and and picked him up in the middle of the night while the dude at work, he picks him up and snatches all his shit out of the house and take brings him back to DC. I'm like And and the reason to be 'cause the dude was beating him up or some shit. I'm like, are you fucking kidding me? I mean at the time I'm like, okay, cool. Cause I you know, the dude he did look kinda like he was beat and shit. So I'm like, ⁓ you know, that's I felt bad for him. It's like, you know, a bad situation, so you help him get out. He's your friend. Then the age didn't make no sense. It still don't mean y'all don't there's no way in the hell you tell me you met this dude in the club, bruh. And he is not y'all are literally Y'all twenty five years apart from each other. How the fuck did you meet him in the club? I'm like, when you were twenty he wasn't even thought of. He wasn't even a fucking bumping his mama's. So how the fuck did y'all meet in the club? I'm like, how did y'all you still can't tell me how y'all met in the club. You never never No, they can never explain that shit away. They can never because the age difference don't make sense. I they d they they met whenever the fuck we were together. So I don't know when the fuck they met. They keep saying they met beforehand, but I'm like, it don't make sense, bro. Y'all can't explain to me how the fuck the age is. I'm like, if he's the age he says he is. Then there is no way the fucking hell y'all met. Or he's not. He's literally not he's if he say he twenty seven but we he was twenty-seven when I first met him th under thirty. Okay, I'm at the time I was at the time I was thirty-five. So and I'm fifteen years older than Terry. Like so I'm like it don't make sense. Terry's fifty-nine this year. The dude would still be. In his thirties. There's no way in hell y'all went to the club together. Y'all did not go to the club. There's no way bro, y'all did not go to the club together. Y'all you there's no way unless y'all met in the parking lot. And that means you was fucking with an underage child. So I'm not saying you're a pedophile, but I'm like the age don't make sense. It don't make sense now. No nigga 25 years. 25 years. I'm like, nigga, you gotta be I'm like but then Jay was like, you know what? He just he can't find nobody. He wanna get us he wants somebody, he needs somebody familiar. He can't give us you. So he you know he got with the best next best thing. I'm like, well, I'm like, okay, yeah, I'm like, that's the best way to that's I'm like, okay, yeah, he old. And you know, like he don't go out. And then I mean he I mean he don't do shit. Go to work, come home. That's it. So, I mean, Misery does love company. And so now she got it. With depression. I mean child, that's what it's gonna fucking be. I'm like, dang, what might what the fuck y'all gonna like what y'all gonna do? Like nigga, you both of y'all gonna be you don't wanna do shit, he don't wanna do shit. Y'all gonna be two fucking peas the pod together, just sitting there looking like two lumps on the fucking log getting old. Like nigga, no, no what? No. I'm like, I can't see this. I'm like, ⁓ whatever, I do not care no more. I I cannot care. I I keep saying that shit, but then I'm gonna keep talking about it because I'm like, you know what, I do kind of care because it hurts a little bit. Just a tad. ⁓ Because we became good friends and I really do care about I'm and I'm like and I did feel like at one point in time, if he ever asked me to come home or ask me to come, I would actually kind of I would do it. I would have done it. Like I re well thinking now w before I moved into this apartment in the old one at the last couple of years, I probably would have done it. But now that I'm in this place, ⁓ it would have been a hard a hard sale and I mean it was already gonna be a hard sale with three kids, so I'm like, No, I don't know. So I'm good I'm good on that. But yeah, it probably did me it would the g it was universe doing me a favor. Damn sure was it's obscur so for some reason I feel like ⁓ Yeah. It's the universe do me a favor. And not the same as the like I really should it it has served its purpose. Everybody's in your life for a reason and for a season at sometimes. And sometimes there's you know. I mean, so you know somebody else will come along to fill that place and you just don't know who that's gonna be or and where they're coming from. So I will be expecting a new person to fall into my life now. And it'll be right on time and it'll be just what I need. for what I need it for and that'd be it. I just this is something I wh while I needed him, he was there and and vice versa. And we can take it for what it was and move on. 'Cause again I don't there's nothing to really be mad about or angry about really 'cause like what the fuck like I'm living a great life and I'm not I'm living a great life. Like I'm not I I'm doing what the fuck I've been always dreamed of in my life and I can I'm not mad about it. I can say I was married, I had a great marriage and it ended. And we I still have a friend in him somewhere down there, deep down somewhere in in this in this muddy shit. But other than that, hey, life moves on. And I'm okay with that. Cause like RuPaul says, how you gonna love yourself? How you gonna love somebody else you can't love yourself? Can I get an Amen? All right. What a damn can it so yeah, I'm gonna go put my bed together then. Cause I think I'm gonna put that air conditioner in the other in that room. It's it's muggy back there. But once you close the door, it's not that bad. Is that your meal or is that that lady Monique? Because some lady named Monique got some meal. ⁓ Let me get off this shit. All right, y'all. Somebody break into my car. I'm not gonna be at home. I was trying to be one before I came in the house, but I was so upset. I couldn't Nigga! Do you know? I mean, I said I was 30 minutes. I was like, I didn't even do a whole hour. You know what I'm say I'm like I didn't even I didn't even wanna talk to nobody in the street tonight. I was like, ⁓ I was not feeling the jokes and shit. And niggas like, What's up, Jim? I'm like, nig I'm not with the shit tonight. Move the fuck out of the way, bro. Like I'm I'm like, typically I'll be looking at these niggas, they be out there pissing and shit. I'm like, I'm always trying to see somebody's dick and shit. I've been eating caring tonight. Like, go piss over there. I don't wanna see a dick tonight. Not no sitting here telling me my license is already sneaked. I know it's I'm gonna need to get that shit back next month. Well why are they telling you again? No, because that was that was that other ticket for some phones when I had my phone in the hand, the only one I have a hashtag. Well nigga, why would you drive with the phone in your hand when you didn't phone? Why you just didn't have it? And that's the only time I ever got stopped in my car was in the fucking room. Why didn't you have a headset? But you had a headset? No, I didn't ⁓ No, I didn't have a headset. ⁓ You just stopped my shit and he looked tight because I didn't have to get my license and he said. And you just got it though. You just got it? No. No, I said you had just got it then? And you got stopped the same time like right afterwards. ⁓ okay. People call me. Nigga, y you know, because you're p it's your generation. Okay. Y'all don't do shit like you're supposed to. You know your ass supposed to go and get the shit done that that same day. Or the next day. And and you waited until whenever whatever reason and then what happened? That's that's y'all generation. That's your generation though. Y'all like to do that shit. Y'all like to lay Y'all love to put shit down to the wire and then be like, ⁓ but it's not my fault. Like it but then who fault was it? So it's the court fault. It was so it was the online court post fault? It was optimum not working with spectrum. Is that what it was? Was it optimum not working with spectrum? That was right that would be a good excuse to go to court and say that it was optimum not working with Spectrum because because you live in the Bronx and and Altim is over there. That'd be some funny shit. And I will I would be more inclined to be like, ⁓ okay. If I was a judge because that kinda made sense. Study Stop eating people shit. This damn cat this cat ⁓ my god. I'm j I I made him a little nook right here. He don't want to fucking get in it. Fucking ⁓ y ⁓ ca because he fucking care. ⁓ shit, am I calling somebody? ⁓ shit, wrong thing. Wrong thing. Let's end this shit. This lesson's cute. ⁓